Another day down

A short post. I'm so happy and sad. Maybe sad I'm so happy? My life with my husband may not always be perfect, but I consider it to be pretty darn close. We go through ups and downs just like every marriage does, but lately it's all ups. I think with our time coming to and end, (ok, a really long pause), we are trying to make the most of everything. Every minute together seems to be enhanced tot he fullest and I wonder if that's going to make it even harder to say good-bye. Talk about bittersweet. I don't hate the army. I know this was his job and I knew this would be our life. I'm proud that he does what he does so other people aren't forced to. But it's scary. We have lost some VERY dear friends, and as much as he says, or anyone else says, he'll be fine, I can't help but think that's what everyone says. But not everyone comes home. I'm sure you're wondering why I put such a horrible thing on here, but it's my reality. It's something that is possible. Sucks huh? Anyway, I'm ready for him to be home already. I guess I'll have to see him off first though. :P Well, he just walked in with a haircut he's not thrilled about, so let me go tend to this. Catch ya later.